I love this country, I honestly do. It just that, when something you love, disappoints you, you have this lost, hopeless feeling. In the great words of Obama, a bitter feeling. A feeling that makes me want to run to my guns and church. This Country, even though I love it , it isn’t right. This country is not for me. Only I can get murdered by cops, and for that, the cops get acquitted. Only Me, will lose 70% of the democratic voters automatically, If I ran for president, and got nominated as the democratic nominee. Only me, will never be understood because, for some odd reason, I always fit some description. I don’t understand this country.
Why do people hate us? What the hell did I do. Just Because of my skin. I don’t understand. Why are we always profiled, negatively marketed in media, badly stereotyped. Why? I didn’t fucking ask to be this way. And if I did, so what! My skin, does not make me better than you. I eat, sleep and shit just like you. I want to feed my kids, and protect my family just like you! I want to learn and be successful, just like everybody else in this land of opportunity. Why do you want to stop me? Why are you against me? I am American just like you are.
I love this country, and I love whites. But America has to stop thinking that this land is so fucking great. Freedom and justice for all blah blah blah. This country is fronting as if it’s shit doesn’t stink. When it does, big time. American’s will never understand one another, because America has a closed, conservative mind. America fears change, when in time, everything else around it changes. The Whites do not understand blacks and they never will, because they’ve never been through the shit we’ve been through, and they could care less. They don’t need to care, when this country is catered for them.
As a race, we try. We really try. There are a lot of racist blacks, but overall, we’ve been begging for peace and equality for so long. So many peopled died to try to make this country a safe and wonderful place to live, for all races. But it just seems impossible. I don’t see what is wrong with equality. Why is it difficult for us to see eye to eye. We are hating each other for no reason. And it’s just sad, and it really hurts inside to know that I love something, but it doesn’t love me back.
I gotta get outta here!
